she lies in his arms, crying her pain away knowing nothing but the despair that lies within her heart and the forbidden rest she finds in his arms, realizing that it could never last as long as she wants it to…………… she cries in his arms, thinking of the life she has to face alone when all is said and done here in this darkened delight the skeletons that await her at her doorstep the ones that she longs to forget about yet endlessly pushes to the back of her closet……………. she smiles in his arms when he whispers in her ear, lies that he would always be around and though she knew the words would never be tru she clings to them as a drowning man would a straw knowing that it’s all of him that she couild ever truly hold on to………………… she moans in his arms as he demands the monster that she had created for him the one who, at first, only wanted a little attention a simple kiss, a hand to hold, someone to share with the one who is now indispensable because of her appetite for his presence…………………. she sighs all alone as she thinks about those arms knowing that after dreaming for so long her dreams will never come tru for she will never be the rightful owner simply because those arms belonged to another……….